I have left the person I’ve recently been involved with. I had already said this might be for the best, and that this coming weekend should be our goodbye. But following a tense exchange, I decided to put an end to it before more damage was done.
It was a fairly ugly phone call. I tried to maintain my composure throughout, although I lost it briefly a couple of times. We’ve been wonderful for each other and terrible at the same time.
I’m pretty upset, but not crying right now. I feel reasonably calm, but strange. It has been a complex, turbulent time. I think I have made the right decision for me.